I'm Working On It

I’ve decided that when it comes to human relations, I am a fuck-up! This is why I’m attempting to take a break from initiating any additional relationships for some time, until the time at which I can get my shit together and have at least some hopes to not fuck things up to the same degree I have done so in the past.

I’m not sure exactly what is wrong with my approach, but I know that I have some internal issues that need to be resolved before I’m ready to resurface on the social scene.

Part of the problem is believed to be my lack of self-awareness and my ability to discern what it is I truly want out of myself and the people around me. Another obvious problem is my disability when it comes to expressing feelings and emotions. My non-confrontational nature is considered by many people to be a handicap, and I tend to agree with those people.

How will I be able to clot my internal bleeding and get back on the horse? I’m working on it :-)