End of an Era

Monday I start a new era in my life.

For 16 months I've been floating along, enjoying everything and nothing this island has to offer. I've had many good times and met some really interesting people; some who have now made their way into the tiniest crevices of my mind, but others which have a recurring role in my soap opera and are very much a part of my present world.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

However, the current question I keep asking myself is, "What drives me?" Or am I driven at all?! Do I have a compulsive quality or need that strongly motivates and forcibly compels me to succeed? My "career" has been on the sidelines for these 16 months. I've had a lack of ambition and an abundance of complacency. But I've been given a great opportunity, and it’s going to be insanely incredible.

There’s no way it can’t be!

I’ve decided to direct my freed up energy toward my current agenda, which is making the most of the next few months at KB+P.

I digress:

People that seem incapable of being serious really trifle me. Many of these individuals use humor as a defense mechanism, to deflect reality. And yes, I hate confrontation…but only to a very low degree. It’s very frustrating when a person hates confrontation more than I do. I normally refuse to deal with other people's issues/drama, seeing as you could say I have enough of my own. But if you care for someone, you tend to want to try.

Is it worth the effort?

Sometimes…but the majority of the times you just end up disappointed (and feeling like shit)!

(cue Default's Wasting My Time)

Disclaimer:
If anything you read on my blog sounds corny, lame and/or stupid to you, go fuck yourself and tell me about it tomorrow. Thanks much.

Quote-of-the-Month (perfected by M.D.):
"And we're done."